just gt bk from doctor after taking my blood sample. he said that i may have dengue fever.

fuck. why am i so unlucky. dengue fever near A level period? if i really gt dengue fever, i really dnt noe what to do.

somehow when the doc tries to explain to me saying that most of the time people will recover, i feel that he is just trying to console me. i dnt noe why but his expression like abit weird.

then on the way home i start to think abt alot of things. if i really gt dengue, will i die? cos like tv advertisement makes it sound so fatal that everyone must avoid it. i really dnt wan die at such a young age. i still gt so many things i wanna do.

i done some research on net. they say there is no CURE for dengue. but luckily they said less than 1% die due to dengue.

But even if i dnt die, having dengue at such period of time when im revising my As is alrdy terrible enough. everyday wake up headache. study for only 3 hours fever will come back even after eating panadol. how am i going to study like this. seriously...

right now the only thing i can do is to wait for my blood test. and pray hard, really hard, tht im gonna be fine.

and fuck that stupid mosquito that bit me!

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