Aiyo....the stupid akatsuki pic cannt be adjust to centre....dnt noe wads wrong with the template.

Anw, i realise nowadays i very gd at deluding myself....hahah....keep convincing myself to study tmr and play first....and the next day...i regret...heh...alot of times liao lo...siannnnnnn.... last time sec sch wont like tht derh...

then also nowadays i cannt rmb things lo....i revise chem that day morning...at night tried recall but fail...hahah...dumb...wads wrong with my brain sio.

seriously, i dnt have confident in this myct....JC paper seem to be so difficult...not like sec sch lo...do more practice and the same type of qns comes out in exam...standard...but in JC..do more = exposure but not equal to scoring well cos they seriously gt freaking damn different and new type of qns tht u will definitely never ever ever see before....

heard from lots of other ppl in JC say they cope well....like normal for them leh....so is it really my sch or wad? i really dnt noe.....

haizz....think.....i had a great fall.....

but nevertheless, coming to AJ enlighten me - makes me less complacent...cos AJ let me realise that there are millions of talented and smart people that is way better than myself....so which is gd also la....in some sense.

hope myct wont fail too badly..haha..sound really unconfident

tht day i told jj how unconfident i had become ever since JC. then realise i shared alot of common behaviour with the past him.....

the feeling sucks....and i seriously hate it...

phewwww....

hope my parents will be more understanding and not scold me after myct.

oh ya...dad's going indonesia next week...which left me and mum at home....lol...so empty sia..think i have to slowly get use to this type of lonely lifestyle lerh...

2 more days to my bday...seriously this year birthday was the most most most no feeling one..hahaha...cos i dnt feel anything lo...last year still will like anticipate abit...this year? wad comes to my mind on that day was my GP exam...hahaha...thanks alot lo...i had such nice present.....think i will even forgt my bday on that morning when i woke up......

arghhh...growing up sucks...

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