Grandslam? CSB? 32km route march?

Guess wad? ITS ALL OVER!!!!

haha i have nver imagine i could come so far in infantry. A moment ago i still rmb celebrating my bday at jumbo, still as a recruit at tekong. A moment ago i still rmb the first step i made into SCS and ended up to a rumoured-to-be xiong coy - Echo. A moment ago i still rmb how sad, how disappointed, how worried i was when i was posted to infantry.

And then here i am now- approx one more month before i finally pass out as 3rd sergeant!

if you ask me how i went through all these 6 months in SCS as an infanteer, honestly, i have no idea. Looking back, the things that i went through were definitely tough. the number of outfields, the number of sleepless nights, the number of times im drenched in sweat and stink with mud. Geez. the thought of it alrdy turns me off so much. And Grandslam was the worst, especially dawn attack. marching in complete darkness and rocky terrain was truly challenging. never did i i march in such darkness tht i feel that im almost blind. literally blind. every step i take is full of fear of tripping over some rocks. that moment really makes me realise how a blind feel when they walk. the inconfidence really strikes you when u are out of ur comfort zone. Thats one thing i learn from grandslam. Another thing that i take away from grandslam is that human beings are actually formidable, literally unbeatable, if their mental strength is there and they perservere. after entire night of marching and without sleeping, our platoon actually still have the energy to do a dawn attack in early dawn. that really amazed me. and its not only one night, its two consecutive nights. And on the last day, when we happily cover our shellscrape and thought we can break camp, our PC told us CHARLIE MIKE. i swear all of us were like wdf. serously. when we are all so fking shag he actually wan us to charlie mike? but wad to do? in the end we still carry on. arty drills, casualties, carry stretcher, firemen carry injured, running down the rocky terrain for good 400metres. it was crazy. but still, we did it. everyone was panting like mad, and it was the first time throughout scs tht i saw shag face from jiekang and aaron. its fun to talk about all these shit that we went through, but definitely it is not fun when we are there doing the shit. Miracles can really happen when human are being push to their limits. that is anothing thing i learn from grandslam.

next come csb.the 32km march was brutal.even more brutal when it rain in the middle of the night.shoulder aching and legs and sole on the verge of breaking. really really respect my commando friends who's walking 72km tht very same night. at the 30km mark was wad i dreaded most- river crossing.zzzz after one whole day of marching and now u wan me to get into a smelly water and come up drenched and thn continue my last 2km to the range? thts fked up. when i get out of the pool totally drenched, i seriously dnt feel like walking any more. i stink like hell and the drenched feeling sucks. tht final 2km to the range was the longest 2km.but thank god i pass the shooting at the range and yup, i got my very first csb badge!

being able to survive infantry is really a proud thing. that sense of achievement is superb. now only left taiwan trip. alot ppl say its gonna be fun there, but somehow i doubt so. theres still outfield over there and its gonna be so cold there, especailly at night in outfield. but then i have alrdy gone through so much. wads taiwan?!? haha. hope everything will be fine there and im definitely looking forward to the 3 days R&R in taiwan!!

6:56 AM

Pacific rim was awesome!! hahah went to watch it with jj ytdy. lol it was a last min plan when jj say his friend told him its a nice movie so we decided to go catch it. cool movie i must say. not like typical movie where the bad guys die easily. throughout the movie climax was inserted appropriately to capture viewers attention. so great job to the director!

went to play cage with section mate on mon after the 24+++km march. lol luckily still gt strength to play. first time playing cage though. quite fun la. but i really cannot kick ball for nuts. right in front of me still can miss shot. damn stupid. But overall it was these stupid mistakes tht we made make the whole cage session more fun xD.

after that went to shannon house BBQ. his dog is just freaking cute! (lol just sayingg) i realise right of all the BBQ i went to i nver once is the cooker. LOL. lazy uh. damn hot and smelly also. but thank god always gt cooker ard tht hlp cook stuff xD. then me and the others just slack and play poker. i earned $7!!!! but then lose $4 in blackjack. hahha but at least let shannon recoup his loss abit la, if not i feel guilty also. everything was good excepptttttt...hahaha the food. lol not no good. but NOT ENOUGH!!!. lol when we ordering me and yik choong alrdy say cfm plus chop not enough one. 50 satay for 14 ppl where gt enough sia??? but then zhi hao keep saying can then sua lo. but turn out really not enough. not hungry but not very full also. u noe like everytime BBQ will eat till bloated tht feeling? ya and we not enough drinks also! HAHA. epic fail. but nvm la. have fun can liao.

ok back to my journaling of army life. wahh now wan me think back and recall days in army abit difficult sia. forget alot of thing. kinda regret not writing journal everynight like wad zhi hao is doing. hahah still rmb he say 'u cfm will regret after BMT'. but nvm i guess i just write the significant stuff bah.

ohh got this time when we went for lunch then come bk right then sgt james inside our bunk checking if our bunk is in standby area condition. then sibei sian me and ang kheng kena. my clothes hanging on my bedframe sia!!!. i seriously dnt noe and cant rmb how come its there. at tht time sgt james really fucking pissed off. fucking fierce. no joke. seriously. then me and angkheng knock it down. then he keep asking those 'non-answerable' qns lo. wdf sia. e.g. 'tell me why de fuck ur clothes outside? dnt tell me u forget. TELL ME WHY!!!!!! I WAN AN EXPLANATION!' what the hell...this kind of thing is cfm forget wad, then how i explain? lol cannot say i careless, i forget or wadever, he will just shout dnt give me this kind of bullshit. then in the end stay in pumping position damn long. then after tht he tell us recover then ask us wad punishment shld both of us get. WAHLAN LEH. i hate this sia. pumping cfm cannt one but nonetheless we tried it. as expected....rejected. (cos sgt james say he can only pump us max 20 when we volunteer 50) then we suggest clean the whole area during our admin time.....rejecteddd. (he say u wan clean can, clean the whole tekong) then wad can we do?? then sgt james say 'u all dnt noe wad punishment right? i tell u all. stay back sat for RT'. FUCK seriously thts my first reaction. stay bk on sat till 10am just becos i nver put bk my clothes. FUCK UP SIA. but wad to do? im just a recruit. sua lo. i rmb the subsequent days i damn sian. think gt like 3-4 more days to friday, my SUPPOSEDLY book out day. really no mood do anything when the thought of cant book out came to ur mind. alot ppl in section 3 tio also. then all of us were like complaining with each other lo. damnnnn siannnnnnn. but then two days ltr, MIRICLE HAPPEN!sgt james came into our bunk and say all those who nd go rt no nd go liao, he give one last chance. at tht moment ....wahh. REALLY CAN FLY SIA!!! FUCKING HAPPY.

hah just when i thought everything is going well and im booking out on fri, on thurs night we gt a last min standby area again. this time a pair of slippers was thrown out of the door. at first i thought is not mine and ndt bother go look closely and check. but when sgt james shout whos slippers is that and none of my section mate acknowledge, i took a closer look and.....GG. its mine.

when sgt james look at me he shouted damn loud.' YOU AGAIN! ALWAYS YOU!'

i swear tht moment i finally realise wad is the feeling of balls drop. at first when ppl say ball drop i thought is nt a real thing. but tht day i really felt it. its a strange feeling at ur balls there la. but no joke man.i was fucking scared at tht moment. then sgt james keep scolding lo' u dnt give a fuck right?' so on and on blah blah blah. but all i rmb was i damn scared and i first time felt my balls drop. LOL. now come to think of it quite funny ahahhahaha. and in the end?? hahaha confinement lo. SIANNN. experience lo. once bitten twice shy. but really more sian this time round. cos is at first thought can book out fri, then cannot then can again, then lastly finally cannot. whaa macham roller coaster. ever since i damn careful liao...and luckily....tht was my first and last confinement in BMT !!!! YAY! hahaha

ok next memorable thing in BMT. hahah i think is during live firing. wah seriously SAF efficiency damn cui. rush to wait, wait to rush. tht shld be their motto lo. reach there 6 plus, morning fire ends at 1pm, sit there and wait till 7pm. wdf. win liao lo. seriously just sit there zuo bo. army really trains my patience level haha. IM A MARKSMEN!! woots. 31/32 score. not bad uh? bad the pity thing is can get full mark de. the last freaking shot. the very very very last shot. is not i miss lo. is cos i shot it too fast after the second last shot then the system no time to react and count as not shot on. FUCKKK. all my friends were like wishing me gd luck and telling me to go for full marks cos really not easy to get full marks. ppl usually lies on 28/32. yea so when my very last shot missed i was like.....WDF?!??!?!?. though nver get full marks, but the exp was great la. fire real gun leh! so cool. gt recoil somemore. the night one better. laser sia. then gt light bullet. macham starwars. DAMN COOL! oh and the throw grenade one also super awesome. first time put real grenade inside pouch damn scary. so near the heart sia. if explode cfm die instantly. but luckily no one did anything wrong. the strong vibration felt after the grenade (especially C4) exploded is really an unforgettable one.

ok shall stop here. next post will be abt the next two high key event: field camp and the '24' km route march.

2:39 AM

Ladies and gentlemen, (one check one!), presenting to you the trainnnnnnnn soldiers!!!!

yes thats right. POP LO!

i will never ever forget tht moment of my life when we threw our caps up high the rainy sky.

finally. 9 weeks in BMTC has finally come to an end. lol i sound as though i dread the days in bronco but hell no! how i wish i can stay in bronco longer. the people there, the sergeants there, the officers there, they are all freaking awesome.

Purpose, endeavour, spirit....Bronco!!!!

Platoon 1...We live to fight to win!!!!

Section 4...Leave the rest to us!!!!

hahah i still rmb how we have trouble coming up with our section motto when yik choong saw the phrase 'leave the rest to us' on the newspaper on the table. HAHA then tht smart asshole say wad our motto got double meaning. The 'rest' is 休息 de rest. HAHAHAHA. so whenever other section say let section 4 do all the sai kang becos of our motto we will tell them leave the 'rest' to us la!

i wanted to write this post cos BMT has really mark an unforgettable moment in my life and i dnt wan myself to forget what i have gone through in BMT.

First day of BMT. hmm..i rmb i was feeling nervous and excited at the same time when i took the ferry to tekong. oh and i almost gt seasick during tht 10 mins of ride. lol wdf sia. at tht moment i gt think abt wad if subsequent book in and out i always get seasick how. HAHA but luckily i somehow got used to it after the first book out. first impression of tekong was really like a big chalet. serious! it doesnt look as bad as i thought. i imagine it as a place with lots of forest. (later then i realise their forest all hide up one). then thts when we first met our sergeant major. first impression? fking fierce. seriously fked up. he macham gt some aura. but subsequently when we get to noe him better....hahahah he is fucking funny and awesome. yup he is fierce no doubt. he is the one that always fk us the hardest. everyone at first super scared of him. i still rmb how the first standby bed conducted by him. wahh really super scary and stressed. he go ard throwing ppl stuff. lol me and my buddy toothpaste never take out the cover then both our things kena thrown out. at tht moment....balls really dropppppp. Sergeant major is also the one tht pump us the most throughout BMT. rmb gt one time during armsdrill we kena pump like 100 plus. really almost died there. really pump till wan go down also cannt liao. but despit all these shit tht he gave us, i believe everyone in bronco still love him. haha cos he is super reasonable and he is freaking funny. every time his speech damn funny. gt one time after BTP we nd clear up the place then he say section 4 nd clean the super dirty toilet. my secion was like WDF!?? felt super sian at tht pt of time. but then he say nvm let sch 4 do it since they are the last to finish shooting. then all of us super happy and shout thank you sgt major!! then cos subra shout really fucking loud then sgt major look at him and say 'u wan thank me? come suck my cock' HAHAHAH. super funny!! gt another one during graduation parade he say 'this parade is for u, not for me. i can just go home fuck my wife.' HAHAH. he is fierce, but he always has his awesome humour in him. oh ya during 24km route march also. he and his friend (another high rank malay) stand at the starting line.then his firend say,

'let ur parents have a reason why they wake up damn early tmr'

then our sgt major say say. ' ya not like us now no parents alrdy'

then his friend say 'i was raised by wolves'

then sgt major look at him ' i thought u were raised by pigs.'

HAHAHA the expression and the way he say it was damn funny!!!!!! plus they are malay then when he say raised by pigs i really cannot tank and laugh like hell.

our sgt major is the best. can be super fierce and strict and make us scared like hell. but he is also the one tht makes our day by making us laugh every single time he talk to us. and his favourite quote tht he taught us

'when i say Bronco Aye, u shout Aye Bronco, and u punch ur fucking fist into the air.'

ok bk to first day. alot of admin. tthe field bag and dufur bag are super heavy! thank god we second level only. so brought up there get assign of my 4D no 1410 and go to my bunk! haha still rmb my buddy shawn say 'aye u 1410 uh? i 1409. i ur buddy. sian' when he say sian i was like wdf?? lol first impression of him nt tht gd lerh. LOL. (when we got closer i ask him if he rmb saying tht he say he totally forgot lol). but he turn out to be a gd buddy la. thank god. then after that...go shave head lo. hahaha my precious hair. at first damn sian and reluctant. but then everyone shaving and everyone botak so sua la. so first day nth much all admin only. oh the bed and pillow really nicer than my house one. damn comfortable. kingkoil siol. haha really instant knockout when lie on it.

yup so thats the first day of BMT. lol i realise gt hell lot of thing to write. think will continue tmr. tmr cage and BBQ with section mate!! woots awesome day tmr! hope my sore legs after the 24km can tank.

BRONCO AYE!!!
AYE BRONCO!!!

7:59 AM

just gt bk from doctor after taking my blood sample. he said that i may have dengue fever.

fuck. why am i so unlucky. dengue fever near A level period? if i really gt dengue fever, i really dnt noe what to do.

somehow when the doc tries to explain to me saying that most of the time people will recover, i feel that he is just trying to console me. i dnt noe why but his expression like abit weird.

then on the way home i start to think abt alot of things. if i really gt dengue, will i die? cos like tv advertisement makes it sound so fatal that everyone must avoid it. i really dnt wan die at such a young age. i still gt so many things i wanna do.

i done some research on net. they say there is no CURE for dengue. but luckily they said less than 1% die due to dengue.

But even if i dnt die, having dengue at such period of time when im revising my As is alrdy terrible enough. everyday wake up headache. study for only 3 hours fever will come back even after eating panadol. how am i going to study like this. seriously...

right now the only thing i can do is to wait for my blood test. and pray hard, really hard, tht im gonna be fine.

and fuck that stupid mosquito that bit me!

2:34 AM

Today is the second most sad day of my life.

the first one was when jew2 split and i have to be separated with my best friend. that was really damn sad. but thank god we are still close with each other till today xD.

the second one is today. today is the our farewell assembly..in other words, today is our last day of school and we will not be seeing each other till A level. The farewell assembly celebration was awesome! teachers from various department made awesome videos that are so cool and interesting. really damn nice. and my phys teacher Mr Neo give an inspiring phrase for us.in our life, we should always shoot and aim higher than our actual target as there's always gravitational force acting on the arrow that we shoot. haha really meaningful right. gt phys inside, gt link to our target and aim somemore.heh really is a very gd quote.

yeap so we end the celebration and took lots of photo with friends around and also the carnelian OGLs!! hahaha we are still as high as we are in orientation. damn cool! yeap saw her and kind of awkward though. hahaha. but its kind of a bit regretful that never take last photo with her. yea. but anyway, other than tht things were awesome!! oh ya we got free ice cream from the sch cos they sponsor ice-cream truck to our sch!!

after that we went to pepperoni and eat super BIG pizza! its really damn big and damn nice. one of the best pizza i ever eat. superbbbbbbbbbbb!!!had lots of fun and laughter there too. after lunch, we went to botanic garden. lol i cant believe we are going there. but it turns out to be damn fun!! we found an huuge patch of empty grass space and we started playing childhood games like eagles catch chicken, ice and freeze, virus and also some improvised game of murderer called werewolf i guess. hahah the weather was nice and we really had lots of fun. lots of fun. our class are really so bonded!

and then the sad part came. geok soon and sean leaving without having dinner cos they gt something on. it was really sad cos u noe that u wont be seeing them until A level. we hug each other and that hug though short, it meant alot to me cos i guess im more of a physical person and such hug meant alot to me.

yea so the rest of us went to eat dinner. as usual talk alot of random stuff. yeap and then here comes the parting scene. i really dnt noe how  to describe the feeling. its like damn sad but not to the extent of crying. but the feeling really suck. i really dnt wan to part with my friends. why everytime need to part with friends de? i hate it.

i really like my class. even teachers say that 08/11 is the most united and synergy class. guess this is all fate. if i haven gone to AJ i will never be in such awesome class! two years passed really fast. though i must admit JC life is really tiring and tough, but somehow i think it suited me more. ppl there are all like me. study alot and dnt noe abt alot of things. somehow i can connect better with them. is like we care more abt spending too much money on certain stuff, like if things can be used theres no nd to change it. my class people is really simple-minded and innocent cos we will always help each other. that is one thing that im proud of cos many other class people are like quite selfish when it comes to studies. more importantly, my class has improved my EQ alot!! ALOT! last time i used to get angry very fast, but cos my classmates are all very open in what they are saying, and alot of them dnt get angry by what others say, somehow it makes me becomes like them. we can suan each other with things like kena rejected and lots of sensitive things that i will definitely get angry at last time. lesson that i learn from them, avoid being angry cos it not only affects the person u are directed at, but it affects everyone around. take everything people say as a joke no matter how bad they are and just laugh it off. the outcome will definitely be better if u become angry.

i will definitely miss 08/11 and i will try my best to rmb what we have done today as a class and the past two years. really i feel lucky to be in 08/11. its the best class ever cos everyone is bonded to each other though there is one or two cliques. really love all of them and hope all of us gets awesome results for A level cos i believe we can do it.

AJC class 08/11 will remain a memorable part of my life forever!

8:15 AM

tday was an awesomeeeee day! and my luckiest day haha

tday went out with jew2 to have steamboat cum bbq at waichi house. yea so meet up with jiajun and then waited for engleng. then went engleng came with a big bag of mini toons plastic bag i ask jiajun whats tht and he say its for some volunteer thingy. hahaha. actually when we go buy drinks and when he was on the phone with engleng i alrdy find something weird. thn when i ask him why the thing they talk on phone so weird then jj like cannt answer, LOL. hahaha so when saw engleng with the bag i kinda guess its a surprise for me. then in the bus eng leng say the present is for waichi cos her mum treat us eat, thts why must buy something for her. hahaha. totally diff story from jj. yea so in the end no point hiding la. actually i feel quite guilty...cos like they wanna make it a surprise but somehow i will like spoil it totally. yea so sometimes really hope i can be more easy to be surprise.

yeap so went to waichi house then cos i haven eat lunch so go nearby kopitiam eat. then engleng went to play some game machine outside the convenient shop. the one where need shoot ball up and get them either in a row or column, hahha then engleng fail everytime. then i go try and managed to get all balls into the same row. hahhaa first time play and win. damn lucky.. in the end won myself a smurf file and a ermm bouncy ball? hahha

sooooooo..we waited for eugene and wei en arrival and when they reached..MAKAN TIME!!!!!! hahaha. dinner was awesome and fun as usual. really feel comfortable and fun to be them. dnt noe why. just feel very relax and happy.so eat eat eat then clean up and yeap bk to waichi room and slack.

watch some really funny and cool vid from youtube. (hahaha links are from eugene foo as expected) laugh like hell from the clips. then after awhile weien call came into the room and ask one of us to help in carrying some stuff. at first i really dnt noe they gt surprise for me but when i walk out and realise the lights are out..i kinda spoil their surprise again. hahaa sorryyy :/ isit just me or isit too obvious? i dnt noe. i really have no intention to spoil surprises...i mean who doesnt like surprises. yea. so kinda feel really sorry to them when i spoil everything.

the cake was damn nice!!! nt too sweet and no cream on it. definitely buy it for my parents big day next time. think they will love it. when i see the no of candles i really quite shock. im 18 soon. woww!! seriously??!??!?! im legal to watch porn now?!?! hahaha thts really really fast. i always think that im like 16? i dnt noe why i just keep thinking im in secondary sch time. guess i miss it too much? anywayyyy yea cant believe im 18. wow!

yeap so make my wish and blew the candles and eat cake take pics etc. wish that i made? haha. guess every year is kinda same. family healthy and everything smooth for them. my studies and A levels. and of cos good health to jew2 and hope our bond will remain unchanged forever.

gt myself a madagascar penguin which is damn cute and nce to touch. haha and a-jays earpiece. whaa tht earpeice is really quite ex. guess next time near my bday shld remind thm dnt buy ex stuff. things like the penguin really make my day xD. hahaha guess my mum pass down her genes to me. thrifty. yeap anyway really love the present alot. hahaha and the box as well!!!!

hhaha went bk to waichi room and slack. started throwing soft toy around and end up playing blind mice. honestly i never play it before and thought its an easy game cos the room very small. then when we play it whaaaa its really quite difficult. and with that we left and yeap thts it

awesome 18th bday i had! (P.S. still cant believe im 18 )

8:45 AM

tday i realise how difficult it is to have true friends. i rmb sec teacher say before for guys, u will only meet true friends in sec sch and army. how true this is.

cant rmb how long since i got so upset before. thought my friend after one year shld somehow noe my character well enough. they shld noe its time to stop when i give tht sian face. i mean i admit i cant hide my feelings well...if i really feel irritated abt something i will really show it till its so obvious. but on the other hand, i'm not tht type tht cannt take jokes also wad. the normal fooling ard and kbing each other i also nver once flare up. but there is just somethings that u hate it ALOT when ppl joke abt it. i mean this 'something' differs from ppl to ppl la. is like these jokes are damn hurtful to tht person. i dnt understand why sometimes in order to kb each other, they tend to chose the most hurtful one to tease on others. like tday how shengjun keep suaning how jerome have mild obesity diagnosed during the checkup. its like wtf la. tht day he tell us abt his checkup he alrdy say he damn sad liao and u still bring up this to suan him. its like hurting his pride la. though he still laugh but the laugh is like damn awkward lo.

when u make this kind of joke is the same as how u tease orphans have no parents. its damn hurtful la. cant u guys be abit more sensitive? theres nth wrong to jokke ard..but the context of the joke as well as how u say it (ur tone, ur expression) shows whether u really wan it to be meant as a joke or u wanted to make use of this 'joke' to hurt others.

i guess everyone must have hated a specific thing tht someone used it to kb u. so nxt time just put urself in their shoes before u used all those hurtful words. they might not show it in their face cos nt everyone like me cannt hide emotions, so just judge urself whether u went overboard. if u dnt noe if u cross the line thn might as well dnt say.

yea well back to me now....

so tday was actually a great day for me. cos our last day of sch is cross country! yea so we went to marina sand there and run our dist lo...and the mood is really very gd la...damn high. then after tht went to SAF first ever open house and its damn cool to see the tanks and guns. manage to hold a rifle and shoot some target. BTW, its damn loud till we have to wear earphones...and the rifle will rebound bk when u fire..haha damn cool.

yea so everything was cool only until we went plaza to eat at mahatten. as usual, i make alot of tenses, grammer etc mistakes in my sentence when i speak...so then kheng hien and geok soon start to gl lo. cos last time i made a mistake saying the 'lightning damn loud'..yea then they start to bring tht up. at first i was ok with it la..cos i mean i make mistakes in my sentence alot of time then kind of so call used to them teasing me. but this time they keep going on and on and on. thn is like...zzzz

u noe how it feels like if ur friends keep laughing at whatever u speak when u make just a slightest bit of grammer of prounaciation error? it really destroy ur self confidence. and is destroy alot ok! now i cant even talk properly in front of the class. last time my pw i was one of the best male speaker somemore. then after they keep teasing, i'm like nd to think damn long before i speak to prevent making stupid error. i feel so scared to even talk to them casually!

yea so bk to mahatten..so they go on and on then i damn irritated so as usual, i give the sian face cos i thought they shld noe once i show tht face they must stop. but somehow i was wrong. they keep continue to tease even i nver talk or laugh for the next few minutes. thn the girls ask thm why i suddenly so quiet then they say 'oh cos he dnt dare to speak in front of us'. hah..after all the sian face i shown for almost an hour, they still think i'm ok with it. thn its from tht moment i start to think how much do my friends really noe me. i always thought geok soon noes me but hah..

maybe its just me. but personally, i define true friend as a person who really care abt u. and i mean really really care. i'm tht type of person when i feel tht someone is my close friend i will treat him damn well..i guess? but at least i noe i care abt him alot. thts for sure. but somehow,  CLOSE friendship shldn't be a one side thing. thats one thing i hate abt. alot of guys find it very gay or disgraceful to show care to their friend. wait till ur friend die and be gone forever thn u go say how much u care for him lo. friendship is just like relationship, imagine u are the guy that keep caring abt ur gf but ur gf just plainly accept ur care without repaying u...u think u wont sian meh? u confirm will think whether is one sided anot.

well whatever the case, i managed to make close clique friends in sec sch and a super super close friend in sec sch! haha..so i'm quite lucky cos its really really damn difficult to meet a true good friend in ur life tht noe u very well. fate i guess? hope army will have more close friends bah.

7:48 AM